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It isn't fair to still feel like this. I'm tired of it, I want it all to wash itself away. The universe knows I've cried enough tears to do so. I hate that I want to curl up into a ball and hideaway. Or strip off my clothes and run naked in the rain. Or hop in a plane and never come back. Its not fair that you have this power over me. Why can't you just release me? correction....why wont I release myself? Its me, i'm the one who has to let go. I have to accept it. Its over. I don't know how to do that though. I'm trying. Maybe its time that I need, but I'm sick of that. I want to fast forward through this part.