stupid, naive, and unattractive.
i don't think anyone reads this anymore. i mean... who wants to listen to a naive 14 year old boy rant on about how he semi-hates his life? and you might think i only give a damned about myself and don't care about the people who have it worse than me. i know about them. kk? all typing these words i spill out is like therapy for me. i let it all out.
it's only been like, 3 weeks of no school. and i'm sad. every passing day is a long, depressing day of thought. it's 12:55, and i can't sleep anymore. i keep thinking about the same thing everyday. always the same thing. and nothing changes. except my feelings, which go on an endless cycle. sad to angry to sad again. there's always confusion. and in between, there is temporary happiness. it;s always like that. and it's unhealthy. i'm pathetic. and i know by the time a go back to school, everyone will be dying to speak of all the things they find out...
walking home from the summer fun program, i turned around the corner and made a two girls sitting on a staircase scream their asses off. walking away i heard one of them say 'oh my gosh he looks so freaky, like a vampire.'
ouch.
it's only been like, 3 weeks of no school. and i'm sad. every passing day is a long, depressing day of thought. it's 12:55, and i can't sleep anymore. i keep thinking about the same thing everyday. always the same thing. and nothing changes. except my feelings, which go on an endless cycle. sad to angry to sad again. there's always confusion. and in between, there is temporary happiness. it;s always like that. and it's unhealthy. i'm pathetic. and i know by the time a go back to school, everyone will be dying to speak of all the things they find out...
walking home from the summer fun program, i turned around the corner and made a two girls sitting on a staircase scream their asses off. walking away i heard one of them say 'oh my gosh he looks so freaky, like a vampire.'
ouch.