Jul 18, 2002 00:09
hair of black and eyes of blue
emo boy where are you?
The songs you sing
what will they bring?
emo boy where are you?
The sun always shines
but we
never get out.
we're so pale
but we don't care.
emo boy where are you?
I see your heart,
do you see mine?
I think about you
all the time.
Do you like me
or you just playing?
Is it love in the
making?
Emo boy
your so intelligent
you're so cool
you're so sweet to me
your glasses turn me on
you've got the moves
you know just the
right things
to say to me
when I've had a
long day
but when I leave
you I seem to
loose my way.
My emo boy
where are you?
he holds my heart
in the palm of
his hands
he holds it so
gently I know
that he understands
I know that I like
you but I'm
to scared to tell
you
I'm to shy to
express how I feel.
emo boy how will
you love me if I'm standing
still?
If you were wondering, this poem is just really about a *dream* guy hehe. It kind of touches base with someone not going to say who, but I can tell you that it's not lee.. People just assume that I'm talking about lee everytime I say *I can't tell you who* or whatever. I'm never going to get an emo boy. Guys hate me. I'm a loser. Girls like me. I've kissed a girl, but I didn't feel anything. I like guys though. hehe :P I dunno.. I just feel like guys really don't like me right now. I'm just to skeerd... Rejection.. If a guy talked to me he shouldn't be scared or nervous. I'm not the type of person to reject someone. I want to get to know you first and be your friend. Please don't be skeerd because I'm skeerd and two skeerd people, well that's just not a good thing. hehe. Look guys.. .I keep getting hit on by 30 year old men, please someone my age.. please..hehe It's scarey!!
**Ugh I've been eating meat lately and I keep wanting to puke** I think it's making me sick. grrrr what should I do? I have to have some kind of iron and protein, it's not like I enjoy feeling like this.. I really don't like meat much.. eww just thinking about it is making me sick! hehe PROTEIN GET IN MY BELLY!!
I'm kind of nervous, I have my final and one on one tomorrow... AHHHH! If I loose my job I'm just going to work at Joe muggs...
Today at work I got an emergency call and my heart started beating so fast and I was so scared that I was going to be responsible for someone getting hurt. I didn't want to screw it up. So I let the lady take over. It was scarey!!!!
Then I got a call and someone was calling about a *sex* shop and like they were having sex in the background, or at least it sounded like it and they were saying some pretty gross stuff... HAAH As hard as I was trying to concentrate on my job and what I was doing I could not hehehe The girl kept moaning into the phone, it was really funny but at the same time it was embarassing because the lady that was listening to me was like 50 I just wanted to bust out laughing!! She got mad and just said, THANK YOU and hung up... Because that's what we have to say when we end a call. HAHA what a day, what a day.