tehe, i changed his icon to a kyoot kitty bear lion sun thingy...
once again, I, ashley...using my leet hacking skillz ( im so lame...) am inturding upon pats journal, but im here to be nice this time
before pat left my house to venture off on his journey home...he asked if i would write him something "cute". seems anything i do is cute to him..so this shouldnt be too hard. i thought about jsut rambling on and on about soem fuzzy animal...but nah, that wont make him smile like i want him too.
so yes...to whomever reads this journal, you are about to be disgusted by cute lovey-doveyness.
go away.
at any rate, here goes:
Mr. Patches, i must say, that i love you more than anything. yes, anything. more than charelston chews... more than butterflies...more than songs with poppy synths....more that aveda...more than faeries...more than roses...more than myself. you are the epitome of a wonderful boyfriend. no matter how far i push you, or how much of a relentless bitch i am...you put up with my shit. thank you ever so much, but i think you may be crazy...
also, youre kind and think above me before even yourself. you say such amazing thigns to me...and i know that they're ttrue, because youre an honest, beautiful person. I know you're never going to hurt me, and thats soemthign I've truly taken for granted. I've hurt you more than you ever deserved ( which is really not at all) and I'm a piece of shit for that. I have done absolutely nothign to deserve an amazing person liek you to even be in my life, yet, i have you...and im the only one! haha fuckers! Pat's aaaaaaaall mine. I wouldn't have it any other way. im terribly sorry for any heartache/trama/discomfort/sadness/bloating you may be endearing...it'll all be over soon, i swear, things are shaping up...im getting my thoughts together, and we;ll be hapily ever after again in no time.
you know how when you get a boo0boo, you ask your mommy or other such person to "kiss it make it feel batter" well, i kissed your heart today, and i really hoped that helped.
It's the least i could do....
I love you to no end.
before pat left my house to venture off on his journey home...he asked if i would write him something "cute". seems anything i do is cute to him..so this shouldnt be too hard. i thought about jsut rambling on and on about soem fuzzy animal...but nah, that wont make him smile like i want him too.
so yes...to whomever reads this journal, you are about to be disgusted by cute lovey-doveyness.
go away.
at any rate, here goes:
Mr. Patches, i must say, that i love you more than anything. yes, anything. more than charelston chews... more than butterflies...more than songs with poppy synths....more that aveda...more than faeries...more than roses...more than myself. you are the epitome of a wonderful boyfriend. no matter how far i push you, or how much of a relentless bitch i am...you put up with my shit. thank you ever so much, but i think you may be crazy...
also, youre kind and think above me before even yourself. you say such amazing thigns to me...and i know that they're ttrue, because youre an honest, beautiful person. I know you're never going to hurt me, and thats soemthign I've truly taken for granted. I've hurt you more than you ever deserved ( which is really not at all) and I'm a piece of shit for that. I have done absolutely nothign to deserve an amazing person liek you to even be in my life, yet, i have you...and im the only one! haha fuckers! Pat's aaaaaaaall mine. I wouldn't have it any other way. im terribly sorry for any heartache/trama/discomfort/sadness/bloating you may be endearing...it'll all be over soon, i swear, things are shaping up...im getting my thoughts together, and we;ll be hapily ever after again in no time.
you know how when you get a boo0boo, you ask your mommy or other such person to "kiss it make it feel batter" well, i kissed your heart today, and i really hoped that helped.
It's the least i could do....
I love you to no end.