Let's collect ourselves for just a moment.

[culture_shock54]

Ahh the past few days. I don't know what to say. I'm at Scoots house, and he's somewhere on the phone with his girlfriend. Yesterday was weird. Ashley wasnted to spend time with me, so I went over there. I'd have rather done so today, but she said she'd probably be busy. I had plans to hang otu with the gang yesterday, and I think they're pissed at me. I called Dave, and they all pretended to be occupied... So I hung out with scott... Steves house was kinda fun. We went swimming, and had a fire. I felt like something was a bit off though... Maybe it was the company... I had to drive alot more than I expected to througout the night, so I had barely enough gas to get home... Ashley and I watched Requiem for A Dream when we got home.
We discussed some things... It was a rather deep discussion if I must say so... It was great to be able to talk the way we used to, but I still felt so scared. I am quite scared. I feel like I said some things I shouldn't have, but I can't take them back.
On the way home I stopped by my dads. He was pissed, and bitched about Nora, and me, and left me in a fucking great mood. I got home right before bob woke up... Didn't get to sleep last night as such...
I'm going to go home...