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Wow, this weeks been one big mushy blur thus far. The only thing I can think, the only thing I've felt; "I wuv Ashwey shoooooo much!"... It makes me feel kinda juvinile, but I don't care. It's been a pretty serious relationship for just about a year now(=-0) so I figure I can regress back to that state of listless puppy love for a little while. It also seems to very helpful in keeping me sane in my last few weeks of school. Knowing that there's at least one person truly trying to get me through this horrible and hopeless gauntlet called graduation, feels quite good. Calming and focusing, but not distracting. Wow... People have helped me before, but never without doing so knowingly. I love you very much Ashley, you mean everything to me.
So Bob came home tanked tonight. He lectured me for fifteen minutes on leaving Jeffs bike out after borrowing it without permision. Mom got pissed at Jeff and Bob for getting on my case for something so stupid, and barred jeff from using my ps2 ^_^... That was really unessisary, but it felt good having someone on my side. I think I'll let Jeff use my ps2... no need for more feuding...
Just tonight, Bob asked why I'm not going to Prom. Told him I had no money, and it was a hassle... It's a bit late now, but he told me he woulda payed for tickets and a tux, and maybe a limo... I don't know how much of it was true... but I think tickets are done being sold now anyway... I feel obligated to look into it, but I'm not getting my hopes up. I just hope to get into Durand saturday night... Railroad days was fun... but it's also been two weeks since I've had a nice normal saturday night... going one week is long enough... This weeks seemed rough on my mom, I hope she's okay. I asked her if Ashley could sit with them at Commencement, and she said she'd like that... I can't wait to graduate. I'm off to continue work on my project...
So Bob came home tanked tonight. He lectured me for fifteen minutes on leaving Jeffs bike out after borrowing it without permision. Mom got pissed at Jeff and Bob for getting on my case for something so stupid, and barred jeff from using my ps2 ^_^... That was really unessisary, but it felt good having someone on my side. I think I'll let Jeff use my ps2... no need for more feuding...
Just tonight, Bob asked why I'm not going to Prom. Told him I had no money, and it was a hassle... It's a bit late now, but he told me he woulda payed for tickets and a tux, and maybe a limo... I don't know how much of it was true... but I think tickets are done being sold now anyway... I feel obligated to look into it, but I'm not getting my hopes up. I just hope to get into Durand saturday night... Railroad days was fun... but it's also been two weeks since I've had a nice normal saturday night... going one week is long enough... This weeks seemed rough on my mom, I hope she's okay. I asked her if Ashley could sit with them at Commencement, and she said she'd like that... I can't wait to graduate. I'm off to continue work on my project...