SO sick
Im so sick of being the one in the middle.
I hate it when friends fight and then they are not friends anymore but I am still friends with both ot them :(
On a much less finer note,
Im so upset with a friendship I have, she is such a wonderful person. I love her to bits and she has been ther for me so much. She is even the god mumma to my youngest.
It feels like she does not feel the same friendship wise, its like she does not talk to hardly anymore, doesnt invite me to things, I just feel so rejected. But I dont want to say anything because I dont wanna ruin anything we have now.
She used to hang out all the time, and then it stoped. She always hangs out with someone else now, everytime I see stuff like that I get really upset. Im so jelous of her friendship with this other person. Im getting teary now :(
Im so scared im just gonna fall into the background even more, she is like a bloody bff to me but I know I am no where near as close as that of a friendship to her.
I miss her friendship so much, I think about it every day, I cant help it cause I see her online every day.
Im not upset she has other friends ofcourse, but im upset that im not in the picture anymore :(
I dont know what has happend or what I done.... Im so confused.
Damn I hate it, I want things the way they were before. I feel like I have lots of friends but no friend I can tell everything to anymore.
Boyfriend asked me last night, who would I have in my wedding party, Ive no diea. I know who I WANT but I dont know if we are true friends..
I so badly want to ask... I dont know what to do :(
HELP
I hate it when friends fight and then they are not friends anymore but I am still friends with both ot them :(
On a much less finer note,
Im so upset with a friendship I have, she is such a wonderful person. I love her to bits and she has been ther for me so much. She is even the god mumma to my youngest.
It feels like she does not feel the same friendship wise, its like she does not talk to hardly anymore, doesnt invite me to things, I just feel so rejected. But I dont want to say anything because I dont wanna ruin anything we have now.
She used to hang out all the time, and then it stoped. She always hangs out with someone else now, everytime I see stuff like that I get really upset. Im so jelous of her friendship with this other person. Im getting teary now :(
Im so scared im just gonna fall into the background even more, she is like a bloody bff to me but I know I am no where near as close as that of a friendship to her.
I miss her friendship so much, I think about it every day, I cant help it cause I see her online every day.
Im not upset she has other friends ofcourse, but im upset that im not in the picture anymore :(
I dont know what has happend or what I done.... Im so confused.
Damn I hate it, I want things the way they were before. I feel like I have lots of friends but no friend I can tell everything to anymore.
Boyfriend asked me last night, who would I have in my wedding party, Ive no diea. I know who I WANT but I dont know if we are true friends..
I so badly want to ask... I dont know what to do :(
HELP