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Im so so so annoyed, why do people have to act in stupid ways.
Not only are one or two ppl hurt but they hurt more the one!
My very good friend did something stupid, kissed another very good friends married brother and it got out. (drunk and stupid acts Grrr)
Now the first good friend is refusing to talk to ME, and I do NOT understand why.
What did I do to deserve this treatment, when all I want to do is be there for her. Yet she seeks solace in someone else and I am Hurt and gutted.
I have been up crying all night, and my boyfriend has been at a loss at how to make me feel better.
why am I feeling like I should be feeling sorry for myself?
Again, Im confused and dont understand WHY I am pushed away, did I say something to make matters worse? ( I didnt even see anything in the first place)
Ofcourse the first good friend is feeling embarrased and upset and feels stupid that this happend, and hey, tell me about it, Im here to LISTEN. So Lets just hurt Kay, to make you feel better???
Then WHAT? You want me to be angry with you so u dont have to talk to me? Well it worked, but im not angry at what you done in the first place, but for the treatment of a FRIEND who had nothing to do with anything but is feeling like shit because she is being refused to talk to :(
and u know what I HATE it and its NOT fair that I should feel like this.