Disclaimer: I am an A-hole
What in the hell was I thinking? Me… Downtown… hitting on another girl? Now I know I said I needed to stay away from these wily creatures because they are a bad habit but that is like telling the heroin addict to put the needle down. I found myself staring at this fascinating specimen and thinking why? Why am I listening to you, why do I think this is going to work out right this time, when am I going to have time for this, and how could I take you seriously? I have seen a lot of different kinds. I have got the “come and make friend with my new man kind-of -x”, the “I am sorry but I don’t feel the way you do kind-of-x, and even the crazy “the devil drove us apart kind-of-x” and I started thinking “honey I appreciate this time but I have been here and gotten the t-shirt and even had the x that would have taken that from me if it had been material; and I got to go before this sucks”. I still made sure we shared numbers because a friend of mine said to not give up just yet. Here is to wishful thinking. Don’t get me wrong I have just been a little anti-female lately; most of them have not shown me much. No offense to anyone but I vent here. But at the same time, these are my feelings and someone felt it necessary to tell me I am being whiney as of late. I told him to stop reading.