Jul 14, 2008 06:11
Mood
Today, Heather is...moving through time and space.
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Weather
74 degrees and mostly cloudy. (Of course, it's 6 AM)
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Horoscope for July 14, 2008
You need to step up and try something new -- or else you'll end up falling behind! The day's energy demands taking action and you should be in the right mood to take advantage of it.
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Word of the Day
indurate
\IN-duh-rut\ adjective
: physically or morally hardened
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Quote
An optimist stays up to see the New Year in. A pessimist waits to make sure the old one leaves. - Bill Vaughan
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Randomness
Today I plan to...think of pleasant things even though my heart hurts.
Last night I...cleaned, packed, and wrote. Rinse and repeat.
I can't believe...I made the phone call I did. And I'm sure I screwed it up. :(
I almost stayed up all night working on the screenplay. It's the first time I've felt that charged up in an incredibly long time. At some point during the day, the faucet (painfully) twisted opened and words raged out. I had kept my feelings in check, my words censored for so long, I couldn't write. Now that I'm actually trying to say how I feel - for good or for ill - it's all I want to do.
Still feeling really uncertain about my life. I feel trapped between the old me and the new one. I've got to work to physically move from here. To officially break the ties with old me.
Maybe, just maybe, I have some worth.
Shelly has often said that it is better to stay on my good side when I'm writing or you may just get killed off in one of my stories. I think I've progressed beyond that stage. I mean, why just kill someone off when you can maim and mutilate? [Insert evil laugh here.]
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