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I don't know why it is I'm only ever driven to post here when bad things are looming. Maybe I'm a negative person at heart? I don't like to think that, but just about everything I've ever posted here has been negative. When things are going fine, I just come on here to read everyone else's stuff. Huh.
Financial problems are looming again. I haven't yet told my mom that I lost my room and board scholarship; it might break her, the way things are going. I should be getting a job within the next couple days, but I'm not really sure how far behind I am on my car. I kind of want to just curl up in bed for like... a year. Maybe things will be better then.
I don't know where I'm going to live when the school year starts back up. I need to find an apartment, but it seems kind of pointless to look until (at least) I've pulled in my first paycheck. It seems like such a hassle, too. I'm still unclear on why I lost my scholarship; I made A's and B's my second semester... I had like 26 hours... I don't know.
I don't know about much of anything right now.
Financial problems are looming again. I haven't yet told my mom that I lost my room and board scholarship; it might break her, the way things are going. I should be getting a job within the next couple days, but I'm not really sure how far behind I am on my car. I kind of want to just curl up in bed for like... a year. Maybe things will be better then.
I don't know where I'm going to live when the school year starts back up. I need to find an apartment, but it seems kind of pointless to look until (at least) I've pulled in my first paycheck. It seems like such a hassle, too. I'm still unclear on why I lost my scholarship; I made A's and B's my second semester... I had like 26 hours... I don't know.
I don't know about much of anything right now.