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well i went to ky's house yesterday and andy was there so i ignored him to see waht he was going to do so he started talking to me about his shot gun that he jsut bought. then a little while after that andy invited me to go shoting with him and the guys today and i said yes. but now we have to try and get ahold of jake to make sure that only him and james are going besides ky and andy becuase if ther is ne one else then i cant go. but i am guessing that i wont be able to go. then andy was like well if u cant go then i will call you once i get back and then u can take me to the mall. i dont want to be the girl that will do things for him whenevr he asks. what i am afraid of is i wont go shoting and then he will say that jake didnt have eniough room in his car and then have me take him to the mall after he gets back. so i would jsut be his ride. but he wants me to go shopping with him for clothes ne ways... and ky wanted to go but andy wanted it to be just me and him. so i dont kno why ky cant go. but whatever.
latley i have been playing hard to get and acting as if i dont care about things that i use to and andy has noticed. i think he got a lil mad when i asked y he didnt call me eback this mornig and then after he gave me the answer he asked if i was mad and i simply looked at him and smiled and said honestly... i dont care. he was all like why dont u care and shit. and i could tell that he awnted me to care. but andys friend ed told me to play the bitchy hard to get girl ebcause guys want to work for what they get not just have it handed to them. so thats what i am doing. and i am also taking somers adveice about the sex thing. i am not going to have sex with him for a long time until I need to! but i kno that what ever happends between me and andy when it comes to a relationhip and sex that me and andy will always be freinds. and i kno that. theres no doubt in my mind.
well riday holly wants me to han gout with her and id ont really want to. i want to hang out with kristin or someone else. lol. not to be mean to holly its jsut that we dont really do ne thign and i am use to getting out and hanging with friends. and all we would do at her houes is sit around and talk. and possibly have david and tyler come over. but that would be so she could see tyler and then me and david would be in the living while tyler and holly are in the room and me and david would be really bored and talk. then i would smoke a lot becuae i would have nothign ot do and i am goin to try and stop. so i need to not do that. lol. i dont kno it cn be fun sometimes. its jsut that her dad is back and i dont want hi to entifere with plans if anything comes up.
latley i have been playing hard to get and acting as if i dont care about things that i use to and andy has noticed. i think he got a lil mad when i asked y he didnt call me eback this mornig and then after he gave me the answer he asked if i was mad and i simply looked at him and smiled and said honestly... i dont care. he was all like why dont u care and shit. and i could tell that he awnted me to care. but andys friend ed told me to play the bitchy hard to get girl ebcause guys want to work for what they get not just have it handed to them. so thats what i am doing. and i am also taking somers adveice about the sex thing. i am not going to have sex with him for a long time until I need to! but i kno that what ever happends between me and andy when it comes to a relationhip and sex that me and andy will always be freinds. and i kno that. theres no doubt in my mind.
well riday holly wants me to han gout with her and id ont really want to. i want to hang out with kristin or someone else. lol. not to be mean to holly its jsut that we dont really do ne thign and i am use to getting out and hanging with friends. and all we would do at her houes is sit around and talk. and possibly have david and tyler come over. but that would be so she could see tyler and then me and david would be in the living while tyler and holly are in the room and me and david would be really bored and talk. then i would smoke a lot becuae i would have nothign ot do and i am goin to try and stop. so i need to not do that. lol. i dont kno it cn be fun sometimes. its jsut that her dad is back and i dont want hi to entifere with plans if anything comes up.