With your feet in the air, and your head on the ground.
So. Interesting things of note as of late, It has been SEVERAL months since last I posted here. I am sure many think that I am dead. Honestly. With all that has happened. I think at one point I thought I was dead too.
That being said where to begin.
I did not read my last journal entries so maybe I am repeating myself. Let us see.... Well, I moved back in with my parents. I pray this lasts only as long as needed. I hate it here, but i saw that coming. Independence swept away before you can even fucking blink. Scary actually when you think about it, how much you give up and how much you gain just from where you live and by how much money you have. I thought i had so little before, only now do i realize how small the box really is, now that i am inside it once again.
I have begun working out, I do not know if it is working, before too long I ended up falling ill due to a germ my loving brother brought home from work, I am only now recovering. The work outs are grueling and hard, but worth it. i never knew how hard yoga was.
I leave for Rhode Island is just under a week, I will be there for an entire week. There is a woman there whom I adore and care for. I hope things work out in my favor and the feelings are mutual. Time will tell and we shall see.
I am begining to hate WoW, I am losing too much time and getting little for my time invested, i honestly wonder if i will make it 5 years. Things never seem to go off without a hitch in that game now, and well, I am just starting to get tired of it.
In other news, I have a small shard of respect for Rachel Ray... mainly because she admits that Tony Bourdain is fucking RIGHT. Oh, and she admits that she is NOT A CHEF!
This is good, maybe the appocolypse will be held back another day. I think the doomsday clock just went back a minute.
Life goes on however, I am again unable to sleep on any regular time frame, It really is annoying and uncomfortable.
I need a job.
I hate that fact more and more I admit it to be true.
I hate the fact that it is true more than the job itself.
What tomorrow brings... Hmm, I can only hope it brings a good night of sleep and a well rested day. I am tired of fucking snow I just want to go for a bike ride without freezing my nads off and worrieng about peelouts and dying from oncoming 2 tons of fiber glass and annoying cell phone woman.
God I am a jadded fucker.....
That being said where to begin.
I did not read my last journal entries so maybe I am repeating myself. Let us see.... Well, I moved back in with my parents. I pray this lasts only as long as needed. I hate it here, but i saw that coming. Independence swept away before you can even fucking blink. Scary actually when you think about it, how much you give up and how much you gain just from where you live and by how much money you have. I thought i had so little before, only now do i realize how small the box really is, now that i am inside it once again.
I have begun working out, I do not know if it is working, before too long I ended up falling ill due to a germ my loving brother brought home from work, I am only now recovering. The work outs are grueling and hard, but worth it. i never knew how hard yoga was.
I leave for Rhode Island is just under a week, I will be there for an entire week. There is a woman there whom I adore and care for. I hope things work out in my favor and the feelings are mutual. Time will tell and we shall see.
I am begining to hate WoW, I am losing too much time and getting little for my time invested, i honestly wonder if i will make it 5 years. Things never seem to go off without a hitch in that game now, and well, I am just starting to get tired of it.
In other news, I have a small shard of respect for Rachel Ray... mainly because she admits that Tony Bourdain is fucking RIGHT. Oh, and she admits that she is NOT A CHEF!
This is good, maybe the appocolypse will be held back another day. I think the doomsday clock just went back a minute.
Life goes on however, I am again unable to sleep on any regular time frame, It really is annoying and uncomfortable.
I need a job.
I hate that fact more and more I admit it to be true.
I hate the fact that it is true more than the job itself.
What tomorrow brings... Hmm, I can only hope it brings a good night of sleep and a well rested day. I am tired of fucking snow I just want to go for a bike ride without freezing my nads off and worrieng about peelouts and dying from oncoming 2 tons of fiber glass and annoying cell phone woman.
God I am a jadded fucker.....