its been too long...
so yea i havent written in this thing for a while...but things are going great...i might being moving out with mel n steph...i have to talk to matt about it though...i want to move out with him...but the girls need me...my parents would be pissed if i moved out with a guy...me and matt are still going strong...now that the bitch is gone...its a peaceful feeling..my celica is the best thing ive invested in...its awesome...so many ppl turn their heads and jus stare at my car...im starting college and finally getting somewhere in life...frontera is good money but im so tired...they work me like a mexican...i hate that..but hey its paying my bills..i have to start getting my life back together...i went through my room and threw away so much junk..i feel like i have to do that with my life too...im getting ready to read the makers diet and i want it to really open my eyes...God should be number one in my life...we all get so caught up in the ways off life that we forget to stop and thank the big guy upstairs for the air we breath...im jus really ready to become someone important in life...on that note i finished filming my part on saturday for the film i ll be in...its exciting...im learning so much...i wanna keep doing that...steph's ex boyfriend is friends with a music producer and we wants to get us in studio...i hope itll be my big break...i have so much running through my mind...i was talkin to mel tonite (i love her to pieces) and we feel like we both at the same spot in life...like were confussed on what to do but we want independance...its tough were both 20 n its that steppin stone in life that were at...well newho...i gotta get up early 2mrw i got a big day ahead of me... oh 2 more months and i ll be 21...i cant wait...i wana go c my cuz in las vegas...but yea thats october i still have time...nite yall...much love...muah*