i had a great day....

[cukitymxoxo]

ok so update....i went to the gyno and they found cysts on my ovary...im in sooo much pain,its very discomforting...it sux...but apparently is has to do with my cycle....damn being a girl! ive been feelin down and sick lately...i started my new job which is sooo freakin stessful but fun..i love kids but ive realized i have no tolerance for them....omg im only 20 and im gunna be growin gray hairs....lol...naw but its kool...so today i bummed around the house...toy came over i miss her soo much! when were together all we do is laugh...we both come up with the dumbest things and our love life is pretty much the same all the time...she rockz! so we went to arbys lol our hangout! and then i came home and slept for 2 hrs...i felt bad bc matt called me and was like u ready for the movies...i over slept....but i got up and we ready to go....i wanted to c a lot like love but he miss understood the movie times...i was right for once...so we ended up watching monster in law...it was cute! he looked soooo freakin hot today! then we went to ihop..im not a big fan so i jus ate chocolate pancakes..and of course sum how we got on the subject of the hoe....lol...hes so awesome tho...im proud of him for not talkin to her as much...he told me she called him and he didnt want her to come over...i know now he loves me and respects me...unlike her hoeish ass....but its kool...im done with all that highschool drama....i dont worry anymore...i understand him...well after dinner or breakfest wutever it was lol...we went to goodies...i bought like 10 pants and a pair for him...they had an awesome sale so i had to get sum stuff for work,...well newho i took him home and tomorrow im guna bring him back to get his truck...i hate wakin up early...but for him i ll do anything...next weekend we have our camping trip im so excited about that...sux tho bc my sissie's goin away party is then...i dont want her to leave...im gunna miss her too much! and shes moving to fla the week im goin to italy...bummer! well im guna buy her a cute lil pup before she goes...i hope my bro in law wont care lol...yea so im guna go to italy for 3weeks...im happy but scared...its like i wont be able to speak or email my baby! and then hes guna go to fla...but that wont be to bad bc i think im goin to visit him...im guna let him have fun tho...i trust him soooo much now its crazy! well i might go with katy to fla jus like spring break...damn that shit was the best! we had a blast! i miss it! but life goes on....nite ya ll im tired as crap.....baby i love u!

FOR ONCE IN MY LIFE (Stevie Wonder)

For once in my life
I have someone who needs me
Someone I needed so long
For once unafraid
I can go where life leads me
And somehow I know I’ll be strong

For once I can touch
What my heart used to dream of
Long before I knew
Ooh, ooh, ooh, someone like you
Would ever dream of makin’ my dreams come true

For once in my life
I won’t let sorrow hurt me
Not like it’s hurt me before, oh
For once I have something I know won't desert me
‘Cause I’m not alone anymore

For once I can say
This is mine, you can’t take it
Long as I know I’ve got love I can make it
For once in my life
I’ve got that someone who needs me
Mmm...hmm...hmm...

For once I can say
This is sho’ nuff mine, you can’t take it
Long as I know I’ve got love I can make it
For once in my life
I’ve got that someone who needs me

Oh, yes, he does
I’ve got that someone who needs me
He told me this mornin’ that he needed me
Mmm...mmm...I believe