Confession
Since my accident I've had a lot of problems that I'd rather not address with my closest friends, much less with any new guys that come into my life.
I just keep having this nagging recurring thought that I can't get rid of, no matter what. I wish I could be with a guy from my past. I was closer to him than anyone, ever. I could be completely open with him and know that he'd love and accept me anyway. The only problem? He's married. I would NEVER do ANYTHING to jeopardize his marriage; it just keeps floating through my head that I messed up. Big time.
Cause in the grand scheme of things? I love him.
I just keep having this nagging recurring thought that I can't get rid of, no matter what. I wish I could be with a guy from my past. I was closer to him than anyone, ever. I could be completely open with him and know that he'd love and accept me anyway. The only problem? He's married. I would NEVER do ANYTHING to jeopardize his marriage; it just keeps floating through my head that I messed up. Big time.
Cause in the grand scheme of things? I love him.