insomnia
So, taking a break from my catch up series. Lying here at 5:53am wide awake. I haven't been to bed yet. Nick is in the kitchen getting ready for his first day of class. I think I'm going to enjoy having him here. I'll probably get sick of him before the nine weeks are up, but for now it's good. Oddly enough not even two months ago I was thinking that I'd like for him to come visit me in Greenville so we could "reconnect." Paul and I do that every so often. Nick did the "responsible adult" thing and got married and had a kid. Although I hate what happened to the company (and I know it wouldn't have happened had my Poppy been around) but I'm glad something is forcing him back into some sort of "school."
So back to me. (Ha). My interviews are quickly approaching! I mean really, 6.5 hours and my first will be underway. Am I nervous? I'm not sure. I've been doing a bit of praying actually. If this is where I'm meant to be, it will happen. If I don't get either job, then it's obviously not the right fit for me. I know, 100% that God will lead me in the right direction. I may not always understand or appreciate that direction right away, but I know that it will be the right direction. So again, am I nervous? I'm nervous that my will and God's will is not the same, but I'm secure in the fact that my fate is in His hands and everything will work out.
So back to me. (Ha). My interviews are quickly approaching! I mean really, 6.5 hours and my first will be underway. Am I nervous? I'm not sure. I've been doing a bit of praying actually. If this is where I'm meant to be, it will happen. If I don't get either job, then it's obviously not the right fit for me. I know, 100% that God will lead me in the right direction. I may not always understand or appreciate that direction right away, but I know that it will be the right direction. So again, am I nervous? I'm nervous that my will and God's will is not the same, but I'm secure in the fact that my fate is in His hands and everything will work out.