and then it hit me....
Sometimes, out of nowhere, the reality of my life hits me full force. And I'm stunned. I wonder how I let this happen? Should I have seen it coming? I feel like the answer to that is a loud, resounding HELL YES! I had warnings~from my friends, my family, and even God himself. Warnings left unheeded result in this . . . my life trials.
Some days it's just a part of my life. And other days I recognize it for what it is: a reminder of one stupid night. A culmination of mistakes. And from that one night I have to deal with all of this. For who knows how long? Forever? Maybe. Probably.
I can deal with this. In fact, I know I will. I know I am blessed and have already made it so far. But sometimes that doesn't make it any easier.
Some days it's just a part of my life. And other days I recognize it for what it is: a reminder of one stupid night. A culmination of mistakes. And from that one night I have to deal with all of this. For who knows how long? Forever? Maybe. Probably.
I can deal with this. In fact, I know I will. I know I am blessed and have already made it so far. But sometimes that doesn't make it any easier.