graduation

Nov 29, 2005 00:39

I'm playing around with the music on my computer and I randomly came across Eisley. I love this song, I've listened to it hundreds of times. No big deal.....usually. Tonight when I hit play and the song started I felt a huge thunderbolt of pain. It literally hurt my chest. I could remember riding to Littlejohn with Ian listening to this song. Right now I really wanna cry but I know it's something I have to get used to . . . I'll never be back in college. It's just hard. No one tells you it's this hard. Yeah, you get all the bullshit about being in the real world. The real world isn't bad, I'm not saying that. I'm just saying that what they DON'T tell you is that the hard part is leaving school and the community you've worked so hard to build for yourself. Ya know, I guess if I'm feeling a little down writing this post won't help will it? Maybe skip the song and move on? No, what good would that do? When I skip to the next song the same will be true: I will still be sitting in my room in Simpsonville and Clemson will be no closer then than it is now.

real world, graduation, sad, simpsonville, college, ian, clemson

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