words
words are very powerful things. words can heal. words can hurt.
i have been going through an emotional rollercoaster and words are all i have. i have so much i want to say but i dont think he'd hear it. i have so much to write but he wont read it. maybe theyre right, its time to move on. have one last cry...or are they wrong? i think this is gonna take an eternity. im glad i have friends who are patient with me. im glad gege is still here in the philippines:) hello gege hey vicky and mela! i love our new balikbayan friends!!! hello gela and bea thanks for hearing me rant all day about the same things:)
i was surfing the net and i came across this article and then agian there they were. words. a bunch of words that made sense to me. instead of hurting me, i understood.
During this phase many people operate as if the relationship is still on even as they grieve the loss. For example, even though you may be really upset, you may not have fully accepted that the relationship is over. Deep down you may be waiting for her/him to come back. (People do this even after a death, it's normal.) This period of disbelief or shock is the body's natural protection against pain. -http://www.enotalone.com/article/2445.html (hahaa no plagiarism for me)