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i laid in bed this morning w/ jer fighting. how exciting. i swear it never ends.
he doesnt trust me. thats what it all boils down to. He says he doesnt think ill cheat on him. he thinks i want to and have thought about it. He thinks that i dont wana be with him anymore. and that i dont love him. he thinks i treat him like shit.
well guess what I THINK. I think that i hear this all the time. and it NEVER CHANGES.
is it bad when we have sex i feel like im having sex w/ a stranger.
thats bad.
this is bad.
and today its just another day. it gets blown off again.
im sleepy.
he doesnt trust me. thats what it all boils down to. He says he doesnt think ill cheat on him. he thinks i want to and have thought about it. He thinks that i dont wana be with him anymore. and that i dont love him. he thinks i treat him like shit.
well guess what I THINK. I think that i hear this all the time. and it NEVER CHANGES.
is it bad when we have sex i feel like im having sex w/ a stranger.
thats bad.
this is bad.
and today its just another day. it gets blown off again.
im sleepy.