Well, well, well
As i said in my last entry i believe, or so i think, if you are going to talk about me behind my back. SERIOUSLY SAY IT TO MY FACE...cmon now, confront me on the situation and ill tell you what is going on....good, great grand.
Okay, when people say things about me, it doesnt bother me at first, but after you have told me for the FOUR-HUNDRETH time that i dont matter, that you hate me, and all the other negative thoughts...it starts to sink in a little, and idk i guess it hurts my feelings a little.
Another thing i have recently realized. Popularity, it is the dumbest thing in the whole world, and seriously, i only feel accepted by like 5 of the kids in my entire class. The rest of the class, i feel only likes me becuz other people like me and they feel like they have to. C'mon now, seriously, if you don't want to be my friend, so be it, i can handle it. What i can't handle is having people always say that they are my friend to my face and talk about me behind my back. If i have ever done this to you, tell me, and i will apologize, and tell you as i will be telling anyone that i will try my very hardest to never do it again. It makes me low life scum to do that to people and it's very low of me to do that. So im just telling you straight up, that it is my bad and i'm sorry for it.
Another thing, i really dont feel like doing...is the play. Not Unhappily Ever After, not Snow White, and not even Hard Candy, im talking about the date rape one. I just dont wanna do it. Waking up early blows, and i dont want to be there.
What else can i gripe about, oh yes...I'm wrong about many of the things that i say, and i need to pick my battles wisely. Well it doesn't matter anyone becuz the club doesn't care that we don't enforce stuff. And since people dont have to read this, they can't gripe, it's their place to stop reading and not continue..so there. if you dont want to read me gripe about this then stop, and if you want to talk to me about it, feel free, i will tell you to read my livejournal since i have stated how i feel on there.
1) If you are in a club, when they make an ammendment to their constitution, then you better stand behind it. What is that showing to the other people in the school, if you don't support your constitution.
2) If people want to be lazy, let them be lazy, but stop wasting my time, making a small majority work, when the others dont do anything.
3)KICK THEM OUT c'mon now, it's their responsiblity..as stated in the contract that we signed that we would ABIDE BY THE RULES. What kind of an example are we setting???
Now that i have vented. Like i said, it doesn't even matter, and you should've stopped reading becuz you dont care, and other than that, ill prolly just hear what was said about me...like after the meeting..which makes me FEEL WONDERFUL...it really boosts my self esteem and looks great:D that is a smile...hahah heavy with sarcasm.
Why is their gossip in the world? It's stupid, and as you are reading this you are like JOSH SHUT UP YOU GOSSIP. i know and im a moron for doing it. next time i start tell me to shut up, think about what i'm saying and only tell it if i heard it from the source. It makes me an awful person, and i feel bad. Many probably think that i dont feel awful, but as i sit here typing this i can think of all the instances. and im sorry for all those, and for all the ones in the future, i iwll be trying to improve on that.
HMM...oh ya, after school me and synner and heather and nerfie were in the comp lab, doing our regionals for tomorrow. My photos look wonderful.... if i do say so myself, and thanks synner. I think they are so freakin cool. THEN mel synner and myself went to the locked room, and talked and talked...about stuff...which will remain nameless. it was WONDERFUl and a very fun time. It was great. Then i went to dinner and got a fortune "You always know the right times to be assertive or to simply wait." as i was saying before, obviosly this is a sign for me, to reach out and voice my opinion. It is my place to feel what i want to feel, not yours, or anyone elses. If you dont like the way i feel state your opinion ITS YOUR CHOICE. So then i went to the bball games and watched the C-TEAM girls, good game guys, good joke mrs. Freeman, and Nikki, your laugh makes me laugh, so MOTHAS!!!!!! lol....SHEEP!!!!! YOU WILL BE SORELY MISSED BY THE FIREFIGHTERS:) inside jokes, you wont know, well maybe the sheep and the mothas, but other than that. Hwmmm what else? Oh then the games were fantastic and i came home to get online. I talked to cassey, and again she just stopped talking to me..i guesss..i just dont understand her...i guess she was right...oh ya...last night was great, valentines day sucked. But my other journal knows how i really feel on situations. Thanks for tlaking last night stacy.
This paragraph is dedicated to Stacy. Stacy you are seriously one of my best friends. I believe our friendship started in 8th grade at that lovely little table in mrs.hughes room, in algebra. That was awesome, you me and beth, griping about everything and never getting our work done, then complaining about our grades, haha good times. You have always been there for me, and always been my friend, you always pick me up when i am down, you always support me, and keep me in line, you are a great person, i will never forget you wherever i go, I appreciate all the things that we do together, all the times that you have hung out with me, all of our long talks, all the times that you have made my day just a little better, your laugh that makes me laugh becuz it's contagious, and just the overall realness of your personality. Thanks for being a great friend, and i hope we stay that way forever.
Well then, what else can i gripe about and give the opposite about hmmm....idk...Oh i guess i worked out the other day cuz my abs really fricken hurt and that is SUPER! becuz that means that my workout is working. Oh and to date, i have lost 6 fricken lbs!!!! YAY and i've kept it off, and i have been eating better, and not drinking any dark soda. I became a knight if i didnt say that, i found out some interesting information, had a good time, procrastinated on pictures, got yelled at, ate some food, took some pictures, went to the costume room, missed play practice, tried getting some judges, talked to my brother, went to games, went to school, decided to do the VFW scholarship for my grandpa, got bored during class, talked during class, made fun of people, talked about people, got on the internet, chatted with friends, saw my hott friend from Neodesha, and know im sitting here rambling on and on trying to make that stupid little bar on the side go down and make it smaller and smaller so that this is a scroll down update, since i have not updated in a very long time, i wonder how long a long time is, forever? an eternity? idk. That is all for this woohoo update PEACE OUT...and dont forget "Life's a b*tch, and then you go to that place we like to call death." Have a great day. Josh Cuffe
Okay, when people say things about me, it doesnt bother me at first, but after you have told me for the FOUR-HUNDRETH time that i dont matter, that you hate me, and all the other negative thoughts...it starts to sink in a little, and idk i guess it hurts my feelings a little.
Another thing i have recently realized. Popularity, it is the dumbest thing in the whole world, and seriously, i only feel accepted by like 5 of the kids in my entire class. The rest of the class, i feel only likes me becuz other people like me and they feel like they have to. C'mon now, seriously, if you don't want to be my friend, so be it, i can handle it. What i can't handle is having people always say that they are my friend to my face and talk about me behind my back. If i have ever done this to you, tell me, and i will apologize, and tell you as i will be telling anyone that i will try my very hardest to never do it again. It makes me low life scum to do that to people and it's very low of me to do that. So im just telling you straight up, that it is my bad and i'm sorry for it.
Another thing, i really dont feel like doing...is the play. Not Unhappily Ever After, not Snow White, and not even Hard Candy, im talking about the date rape one. I just dont wanna do it. Waking up early blows, and i dont want to be there.
What else can i gripe about, oh yes...I'm wrong about many of the things that i say, and i need to pick my battles wisely. Well it doesn't matter anyone becuz the club doesn't care that we don't enforce stuff. And since people dont have to read this, they can't gripe, it's their place to stop reading and not continue..so there. if you dont want to read me gripe about this then stop, and if you want to talk to me about it, feel free, i will tell you to read my livejournal since i have stated how i feel on there.
1) If you are in a club, when they make an ammendment to their constitution, then you better stand behind it. What is that showing to the other people in the school, if you don't support your constitution.
2) If people want to be lazy, let them be lazy, but stop wasting my time, making a small majority work, when the others dont do anything.
3)KICK THEM OUT c'mon now, it's their responsiblity..as stated in the contract that we signed that we would ABIDE BY THE RULES. What kind of an example are we setting???
Now that i have vented. Like i said, it doesn't even matter, and you should've stopped reading becuz you dont care, and other than that, ill prolly just hear what was said about me...like after the meeting..which makes me FEEL WONDERFUL...it really boosts my self esteem and looks great:D that is a smile...hahah heavy with sarcasm.
Why is their gossip in the world? It's stupid, and as you are reading this you are like JOSH SHUT UP YOU GOSSIP. i know and im a moron for doing it. next time i start tell me to shut up, think about what i'm saying and only tell it if i heard it from the source. It makes me an awful person, and i feel bad. Many probably think that i dont feel awful, but as i sit here typing this i can think of all the instances. and im sorry for all those, and for all the ones in the future, i iwll be trying to improve on that.
HMM...oh ya, after school me and synner and heather and nerfie were in the comp lab, doing our regionals for tomorrow. My photos look wonderful.... if i do say so myself, and thanks synner. I think they are so freakin cool. THEN mel synner and myself went to the locked room, and talked and talked...about stuff...which will remain nameless. it was WONDERFUl and a very fun time. It was great. Then i went to dinner and got a fortune "You always know the right times to be assertive or to simply wait." as i was saying before, obviosly this is a sign for me, to reach out and voice my opinion. It is my place to feel what i want to feel, not yours, or anyone elses. If you dont like the way i feel state your opinion ITS YOUR CHOICE. So then i went to the bball games and watched the C-TEAM girls, good game guys, good joke mrs. Freeman, and Nikki, your laugh makes me laugh, so MOTHAS!!!!!! lol....SHEEP!!!!! YOU WILL BE SORELY MISSED BY THE FIREFIGHTERS:) inside jokes, you wont know, well maybe the sheep and the mothas, but other than that. Hwmmm what else? Oh then the games were fantastic and i came home to get online. I talked to cassey, and again she just stopped talking to me..i guesss..i just dont understand her...i guess she was right...oh ya...last night was great, valentines day sucked. But my other journal knows how i really feel on situations. Thanks for tlaking last night stacy.
This paragraph is dedicated to Stacy. Stacy you are seriously one of my best friends. I believe our friendship started in 8th grade at that lovely little table in mrs.hughes room, in algebra. That was awesome, you me and beth, griping about everything and never getting our work done, then complaining about our grades, haha good times. You have always been there for me, and always been my friend, you always pick me up when i am down, you always support me, and keep me in line, you are a great person, i will never forget you wherever i go, I appreciate all the things that we do together, all the times that you have hung out with me, all of our long talks, all the times that you have made my day just a little better, your laugh that makes me laugh becuz it's contagious, and just the overall realness of your personality. Thanks for being a great friend, and i hope we stay that way forever.
Well then, what else can i gripe about and give the opposite about hmmm....idk...Oh i guess i worked out the other day cuz my abs really fricken hurt and that is SUPER! becuz that means that my workout is working. Oh and to date, i have lost 6 fricken lbs!!!! YAY and i've kept it off, and i have been eating better, and not drinking any dark soda. I became a knight if i didnt say that, i found out some interesting information, had a good time, procrastinated on pictures, got yelled at, ate some food, took some pictures, went to the costume room, missed play practice, tried getting some judges, talked to my brother, went to games, went to school, decided to do the VFW scholarship for my grandpa, got bored during class, talked during class, made fun of people, talked about people, got on the internet, chatted with friends, saw my hott friend from Neodesha, and know im sitting here rambling on and on trying to make that stupid little bar on the side go down and make it smaller and smaller so that this is a scroll down update, since i have not updated in a very long time, i wonder how long a long time is, forever? an eternity? idk. That is all for this woohoo update PEACE OUT...and dont forget "Life's a b*tch, and then you go to that place we like to call death." Have a great day. Josh Cuffe