maybe i was wrong
ok so it has been over two weeks since des left and i haven't seen him for more than five minutes and i have only talked to him for s few minutes every once in awhile! i thought he was going to try harder....but he isn't trying at all seems like!!! and i miss him so much ....i miss him even more on the friend level than nethang else! so basically i have been workin rilly hard to make this work and he hasn;t!!! so i am backing off, he is going to have to put an effort into this if it is wut he wants!!! otherwise it will never work!! if he doesn't start trying soon he's gunna end up losing me...maybe forever!!!! thats the news for now!