Ok I lied....

Dec 21, 2006 22:42

I really can't stand this today. I am just all sad and the only thing I want for Christmas this year is a new therapist. It's so hard seeing the therapist I have right now. I keep just wanting to cry every time I see her. It's hard but I think I will be ok. This will make me stronger.

Another thing, I'm really frightened about my test results that my doctor took. He tested my thyroids and I really hope that they turn out ok. My meds are driving me crazy. I'm really not myself any more. I just feel sad all the time. It's just so hard. I try really hard to stay busy, but sometimes it's just not enough. Any way, I am not my thoughts!! I am going to move forward no matter how hard it may seem to be. As for right now I just need some time to cry a little. By the way, for those of you reading this thanks for everything. Each of you have shaped my life and have helped me to grow into a better person. Thanks!!

Oh yeah and Kadie, I have more mint to send you!!! Hopefully I can get it out before I leave for home!! I hope you enjoy!!
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