Jul 18, 2006 17:12
so what's going on? nada...a guy that i went to grade school with found me on myspace...so that was cool...i guess i should start looking for some other friends that ive lost touch with over the years lol. not too much going on, still jobless and looking~hear something? lemme know...doing schoolwork every day for a few hours and that's kicking my butt. my dad informed me last night that im a waste of time, a lazy bum, and said some other things i'd rather not mention but hurt my feelings very deeply and he doesn't give a shit. im trying to get out of my house as soon as possible because i can't stand living here anymore. once i find a good paying job that is steady i will be gone and i will have no contact with him less i absolutely have to because he's a prick and im over it. i dont deserve the treatment i get from him, i treat him with respect, i hug him every day, tell him i love him, yet he just bitches at me for getting fired from bp and not having another job lined up for when it happened..like i knew i was getting fired or something... whatever floats his boat i guess. so yeah...im bored and want something to do...anything to do...later