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So, Aaron and I went out with Chad, Lacey, Sharnah, and Mike. It was a lot of fun. We went and ate at Hong Kong Buffet and then we went and played pool for a couple hours. The time was filled with laughs :-) I think Mike is good for Sharnah. I mean, they seem really into each other and she seems to be happier. Hopefully Jeremy is out of the picture for good coz Sharnah deserves to be happy :-) On the other hand...bad news came out today. Aaron and I were at the fire hall cleaning our cars and I noticed he had a missed call. It was Kacey, his sister. He asked me to call her and see what's up and so I did. Apparently, their mom went to Genesys for kidney problems that could have spread to her blood :'( I was/am really worried about her and Aaron is too, but he kinda I don't know...has mixed feelings about her right now. How do I explain this? He's upset with her, but I know he's really scared about her right now. I'm hoping we go see her tomorrow just to see how she's doing and all. I think I'm going to get her a card coz I feel really bad for her and Aaron, Kacey, and Elliott. I mean, I'm really worried about her. I asked my mom about what it could be and said it's probably an infection that got into her kidneys so she'll be at the hospital for awhile. What I worry about, though, is that if it spread to her blood, she'll prolly have to get a blood transfusion and that's just a lot of work to be done :-( I'm really worried about her and I really hope she makes it out okay for everybody's sake, including my own. What I mean is...I feel horrible that her and Aaron stopped talking...I mean, I feel like it's my fault. Let me explain...I never called her what she thinks I did so her and Aaron are at odds over me :'( I just feel so horrible coz I feel that if I hadn't come into his life then they'd be talking now and it's just~sigh~ it's just hard for me, I guess. I hate seeing their relationship being strained like this and I know if it were me in his shoes, I would've been at the hospital all day today and all night, etc, until my parent was better. I just worry about their relationship and I'm hoping that this will bring them closer and maybe make things change in their lives.
Some ranting and raving~sorry guys~ Why is it when people have a problem with Aaron or I they always go talk to someone else about it? I mean, it seems to me there's no way to get a problem with someone solved if you don't go to the source. Point in case, people have complained about Aaron not talking to them hardly ever or not hanging out with him or him breaking plans or whatever...yeah, I'm concerned about it, but I don't understand why people don't just go to Aaron and talk to him. He will listen, he will talk to you about it. I guess I'm not use people being all upset about somebody spending their time with the person their dating coz none of my friends are like that. My friends don't have a problem with me spending most of my time with Aaron and they also don't throw a huge fit if I don't talk to them all the time. I mean, it gets to me coz I want to get to know Aaron's friends, but I feel like they don't really want to get to know me. I kinda feel like since I haven't been around as long as they have that I'm an outsider and that there's no way for me to get "in". I know that people need time away from each other, I know that we can't always spend time together and contrary to what people believe, we do spend time apart. Usually when we are, he's at home cleaning his house and I'm at home cleaning mine. Yeah, we spend a lot of time together, so what. Get over it. I'm not really mad, just, I don't know...kinda sad about the whole situation.
**This is meant for one person and one person only and it has no harsh feelings at all. Aaron wasn't breaking plans with you to be mean. I had a funeral to go to and I didn't really want him there coz I really didn't want to show him all the emotion I felt inside regarding the person that passed. He wasn't gonna go and he saw how I was that night about the funeral and he wanted to be with me, that's all. Please don't be mad at him or me...he wanted to go to the funeral with me because of how upset I was. You know how good he is at being there when people need him, please don't be upset :'( **
With that being said, those that are upset with either him or I, or both of us, please just talk to at least one of us about it. We're not going to yell and scream and jump up and down or anything, I promise :-D I want to get to know all of you that are close to Aaron because you are his friends and I am his fiance and I'd like us to be closer than just mere acquaintances.
***Another thing...I just have a question for anyone that cares to answer it. What do you do when you find absolute proof that someone is cheating on their significant other???? Do you tell the person who's being cheated on or do you confront the one that's doing the cheating??? NO, IT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH AARON AND I :-D Him and I are EXCELLENT :-D But I found some evidence that proves my suspicion of a certain person true that they are cheating on their significant other and I need to know what to do :'(
I guess that's all. I need to go sleep coz I have two job interviews tomorrow morning~that I'm excited about :-) Well, keep Gail, (Aaron's mom), in your mind and hearts, please. Thank you...