Sep 11, 2004 00:10
Things are never as I would have expected...
and for the first time in awhile, it is turning out to be a good thing
I remember when time was minimal, up here, it isn't, but it will start to be so I find it so important to spend it comfortably, but I have learned that no matter what someone is always judging- that is what I left behind
finding my median within my life between school and home has slowed down.
for the first time in awhile, i lit a few candles and surrounding myself with my own thoughts. no tv, no friends, no distractions. and it was so incrediably quiet that it worried me. i need to start writing again.
it took a push, and being alone like this is reawaking the part of me I missed so deeply.