Aug 23, 2004 13:29
Gotta love the good news & the bad news...
Bad News: i have to pay $500 for my cell phone bill...
it was origionally $890 but my mom called and they only knocked off half of the minutes that i went over on. Its pretty rediculous though & a long story. Thought i had in network calling (which means i can talk to any verizon customer for free) but i dont have it when i thought i did and needless to say my bill is sky high... to make a long story short.
Good News: I spent an amazing week with my Tommy. It was nice :) I hate having to say goodbye to him though when he leaves. Wish i could change something & have him live here... he keeps talking about looking for a job out here, but i still dont know where he would stay. We'll see..
Monique commented me on my bloop saying that she saw Lucas the other day & how happy he looked. Good for him.. i love his lies. I'm done. I'm done trying to care, trying to be friends, trying to hold on to something that will never be there. I'm happy with my life right now.. (besides a few minor things) so why should i let an asshole like himself ruin my life? Right? For so long i thought that i couldnt live without him in my life, but now i realize that i need to let go. Tim said it, Monique has told me for years, Tommy tells me, maybe its time for me to listen..
I'm off to shower now
good day
-erica-