Same song, gazillionth verse

[cuddlewhore22]

I don't remember who it was, but someone once commented on the fact that I rarely, if ever, write anything bad, sad, mean, forlorn, depressing, angry, or negative in my LJ. And it's true. Rarely do I vent that kind of frustration or negative emotion to any one else, especially in a forum such as this. But, for the gazillionth time, it does not mean

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[firstlight1]

Wow. I...wow...I don't think I've ever heard so much anger from you (and I've seen you when you're pretty angry). Those last few lines - man, they burn.

You and I have had this discussion a zillion times, so it's hard to know what to say - but take my advice and don't change who you are. I always hated the ending of "Grease" because Sandy changes for Danny. I detest changing for others and not yourself. And you know what? I like who you are. I like that you're not this ball of negative energy. And we all put on a happy face for others to some extent...I mean, I'll post about nearly everything I'm feeling on here, but I don't walk around my daily life being nearly as honest with people I don't know.

And also, for the record - you are neither stupid nor ugly NOR silly. You are one of the kindest, wisest people I know, and even if you weren't physically pretty (which you are), your charisma always gives you a beautiful glow. Kinda like those old paintings of angels that have halos around their heads? That's you.

And now that I've gone all gushy & squishy, I shall relent.

[cuddlewhore22]

Yeah. Even today, I'm feeling pretty angry about it. And the worst part is that I don't have a forseeable solution, at least not right now. It will make you happy to know, though, that changing myself hasn't really seriously entered my mind. And, even if I wanted to, the odds of my actually doing it would be pretty low.

Thank you for the nice things that you said... They came at the right time. :) *gushy and squishy hugs*

[firstlight1]

Gushy & Squishy hugs? That sounds like something in a scary movie...