So bored.
Thinking about things, and it's giving me a headache.
First off, I...don't want to hurt Tsuzuki in any way. I think I love him, but what if all I'm feeling is a brotherly sort of love? I've never loved anyone before. How am I supposed to know what it feels like?
Second, I'm so confused. I'm not quite as scared as before, but I'm still afraid of doing the wrong thing.
Third...I think I need to talk to Tsuzuki.
In the meantime, I took this weird "determine my death" thing.
...*bitterly* I suppose that dying of a curse that was forced upon me while Muraki had his way with me counts as a sexually transmitted disease. Too bad I'm already dead.
Whatever.
First off, I...don't want to hurt Tsuzuki in any way. I think I love him, but what if all I'm feeling is a brotherly sort of love? I've never loved anyone before. How am I supposed to know what it feels like?
Second, I'm so confused. I'm not quite as scared as before, but I'm still afraid of doing the wrong thing.
Third...I think I need to talk to Tsuzuki.
In the meantime, I took this weird "determine my death" thing.
...*bitterly* I suppose that dying of a curse that was forced upon me while Muraki had his way with me counts as a sexually transmitted disease. Too bad I'm already dead.
Whatever.