Yesterday...
Okay, yesterday was a very interesting day for me. This man named "Uncle Eric" and his submissive, Dee, came to my place. Well, really he and she came to Vic's place, but it's sorta become mine too considering how much I'm there. Anyway, he sat and talked with us for a good while. We discussed many topics of BDSM and how it all works. We were discussing different types of submissives and dominants and how different people play. We also discussed the importance of SSC. Then we started talking about me. Me and how I react to different things, how me and Vic and Carlos all come into play. Then we got to see a few miniature scenes, one with Dee and one with Carlos. They were both sensual rope scenes. When it was nearing the end of Carlos's rope scene, Uncle Eric told Dee to remove the ropes, but sensually. He looked at me and before she even started anything, he mouthed the words "I love you" to me. I felt SOOOOO much more comfortable because of that. Then we watched a small spanking scene. Again, Dee was the example. They used a paddle, a belt, and floggers. Then it came to me. Me and wanting to do this. So he told me to come to him. There was something about him that was very interesting. I cannot seem to explain it, but SOMETHING. The only thing that was a bit odd was that he seemed to know exactly how I was feeling and what I was thinking even when I felt like I was hiding it well. He told me he knew I wanted to try out the spanking scene. But I had to say two words that seemed really hard for me. "Please Sir". I was soooooooo nervous, as well as mega shy, and for some reason, my mind was rebelling at first. But eventually, I did say it. Heh.... thought that was hard? Try having to take your pants off in front of a guy you haven't even known for a week! Heh. But I did... when I was in the scene, Vic came up to me and I got to hold on to her. That made it a bit easier.