last night
last night was pretty fucked up and amazing at the same time. i can't begin to describe to you what happened or how it affected those of us who were there. first, i want to say thank you to all of you. you don't know how much it meant to me to have that night. for us to be in a room together and just hang out again. i know it was strained and hard for all parties but i'm so thankful it happened and the effort was put in to do so. maybe, just maybem this won't be the end of us. second, you don't know how much i love you. i was lost in a world all my own when you sang to me/for me i'm not sure. nothing else existed anymore. it was just me and you. swirling together in the stars in my mind. i got that glazedm dreamy look in my eyes and i wasn't there anymore. all i could think about and hear was you. if it was possible i fell even more in love with you then. it was the most amazing moment in my life. one i will cherish forever. and how you held me afterwards just made everything even better. it made it real. i just wanted you to know that. i want you to know how much i love you and i'm going to do everything i can to make this work cause i don't wanna lose you. you mean the world to me. thank you. third, i didn't fully realize it at the time but i was singing that song for you. i knew partially but not really how much until she knew it too. i meant every word of it baby. fourth, i hurt but in a good way. amazing. fifth, what the hell got into us? all of us. dude, i dunno but it was funny as hell. and so not fair. how'd we get like this? not a damn clue. oh well. life is good. live it while you can.
VIVA LA MEMORIES!!!
VIVA LA MEMORIES!!!