im up at 3:47 am.
i walk up stairs to hear my cat crying and screaming outside my back sliding door wanting to come in.
i let him in and look up at the sky.
the full moon is almost straight above.
the trees are slightly blowing and the clouds are flying across the sky at a rapid speed.
i got a deep feeling of fear/angst/worry at the pit of my stomach.
i kept staring at the moon with this perception that something was wrong.
my fear was growing and soon the moon was completely covered in black cloud.
i stared for at least 5 minutes. but there was no sign of the moon.
there was absolutely no light in the sky.
my fear had turned into complete fright.
i lowered my head and said
"please god just let me see the moon let everything be okay please"
i took a deep breath and looked back up.
...and the clouds began to depart.