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Five years ago I wrote a letter to my future self in health class. Today I got that letter back.
It's so weird. A lot has changed..but not everything. I was with Nick. I wrote about how close to Brianna and Lizz I was. I wrote about how much I love mommy. How much I was obsessed with the computer. And then I told myself that past me was depressed...
What the hell did I have to be depressed about? I should have written a warning to future me telling me everything was going to go to shit and to just pull the trigger and the nightmare will stop! But no, seriously, why the hell was I depressed? Five years ago.. I wish I could want to go back five years.
It's so weird. A lot has changed..but not everything. I was with Nick. I wrote about how close to Brianna and Lizz I was. I wrote about how much I love mommy. How much I was obsessed with the computer. And then I told myself that past me was depressed...
What the hell did I have to be depressed about? I should have written a warning to future me telling me everything was going to go to shit and to just pull the trigger and the nightmare will stop! But no, seriously, why the hell was I depressed? Five years ago.. I wish I could want to go back five years.