Let's just pretend, everything and anything between you and me, was never meant.

[cuddle_bears]

have you ever known someone you wish you never met?
i met him.
i know him.
i hate him.
i hate everything he is.
i hate everything he tries to be.
i hate everything i ever felt for him.
i hate the way i used to be happy with him.
i hate how i woke up in the morning to see him.
i hate how he used me.
i hate how he got everything he wanted from me.
i hate the way i let him get away with it.
i hate that i wasted my time.
i hate that i never listened to anyone.
i hate when he smokes.
i hate how he lied to me so many times.
i hate that he told me he loved me and i believed him.
i hate how he left me hanging without a phone call or warning.
i hate that i do still like him after how he screwed me over.
i hate knowing this time last week he was sweet talking me to still be with him.
i hate the fact that i care.
i hate that i'm crying over him.
i hate to know tomorrow i'm gonna act like this never happened, as always.
i hate how i can't ever really hate him.