now, Bow Before Me !!!!
So, I finally got a new keyboard where the spacebar doesn't stick, so now I can finally write things out and not spend hours trying to correct the holes or lack of holes.
I haven't really written anything in a long time because I haven't wanted to deal with the hassle, but now. . . . . .I guess I've no excuse.
So, let's see, who have i met in the past little while. I might be backtracking but there've been a few guys, nothing substantial. Alex, last summer, he fizzled and then tried to come back, but hasn't made any mark on me whatsoever. . . . .
There were a couple randoms in September. One who I thought might make a stronger mark than he really did. That didn't happen, :( There was the guy, shortly after, who got discouraged because my car got towed the next morning. we caught it, but it still happened and he wouldn't commit to seeing me again, and then stopped talking to me all together, :(:(
Nothing substantial for the rest of the year.
The new year started and what happened. I stayed home cause people were away. :(:(:( Gawd, I'm sad !!!
After a while, I started talking to one guy and fucked another. He knew what he was doing, but quickly, it fizzled. I started working in January when that all went down: Retail Inventory. How interesting. It works, until something solid-er comes along.
Nothing really came up about anything until maybe August, but even then I'm questioning what is really going on here. I'm so confused. I hate falling head over heels and then feeling like i'm getting now where at all. Time will tell. They better figure this shit out. I hate working so hard at being single. Maybe I should settle.
So, now I'm facing the finish o this work week with Employee Bowling, I'm making donuts since they went over so well last time. I don't know why friends don't believe I know what I'm doing when I make food? It's not like they cook, or bake or fry or do anything worth calling cooking. Microwaving shitty rice dishes bought from the store or making, ugh, Hamburger Helper (the most disgusting cooking method I've ever attempted to use in my Goddamn life). I can't even get them to eat a good restaurants.
I'm gonna start the final six-week Wal-Mart run at work. Going to 15 of the last 17 Wal-Marts for the year o.0 Mom's going away at the end of September, so I can't be out in North Southern Ontario for three days while Kya dies on her own. Plus i don't wanna be away when no one's here, it's weird.
I hope i can get someone to hang around during the time I'm home alone. She goes away in October again, so I'll be alone a week after she gets back, again. She goes away and leaves me all alone. Guess who's gonna go streaking, :(:D:( Lookit, I'm smerling, !^!
So, I'm gonna go download more music and attempt to listen to the 3100+ songs I haven't listened to/rated on my iPod. Like ti's hard, really. I can listen to up to 1000 songs a week, but it takes FOREVER to listen to 3200 songs since January, like for realzzies
I haven't really written anything in a long time because I haven't wanted to deal with the hassle, but now. . . . . .I guess I've no excuse.
So, let's see, who have i met in the past little while. I might be backtracking but there've been a few guys, nothing substantial. Alex, last summer, he fizzled and then tried to come back, but hasn't made any mark on me whatsoever. . . . .
There were a couple randoms in September. One who I thought might make a stronger mark than he really did. That didn't happen, :( There was the guy, shortly after, who got discouraged because my car got towed the next morning. we caught it, but it still happened and he wouldn't commit to seeing me again, and then stopped talking to me all together, :(:(
Nothing substantial for the rest of the year.
The new year started and what happened. I stayed home cause people were away. :(:(:( Gawd, I'm sad !!!
After a while, I started talking to one guy and fucked another. He knew what he was doing, but quickly, it fizzled. I started working in January when that all went down: Retail Inventory. How interesting. It works, until something solid-er comes along.
Nothing really came up about anything until maybe August, but even then I'm questioning what is really going on here. I'm so confused. I hate falling head over heels and then feeling like i'm getting now where at all. Time will tell. They better figure this shit out. I hate working so hard at being single. Maybe I should settle.
So, now I'm facing the finish o this work week with Employee Bowling, I'm making donuts since they went over so well last time. I don't know why friends don't believe I know what I'm doing when I make food? It's not like they cook, or bake or fry or do anything worth calling cooking. Microwaving shitty rice dishes bought from the store or making, ugh, Hamburger Helper (the most disgusting cooking method I've ever attempted to use in my Goddamn life). I can't even get them to eat a good restaurants.
I'm gonna start the final six-week Wal-Mart run at work. Going to 15 of the last 17 Wal-Marts for the year o.0 Mom's going away at the end of September, so I can't be out in North Southern Ontario for three days while Kya dies on her own. Plus i don't wanna be away when no one's here, it's weird.
I hope i can get someone to hang around during the time I'm home alone. She goes away in October again, so I'll be alone a week after she gets back, again. She goes away and leaves me all alone. Guess who's gonna go streaking, :(:D:( Lookit, I'm smerling, !^!
So, I'm gonna go download more music and attempt to listen to the 3100+ songs I haven't listened to/rated on my iPod. Like ti's hard, really. I can listen to up to 1000 songs a week, but it takes FOREVER to listen to 3200 songs since January, like for realzzies