fiddlesticks.
it feels really weird to think that all my reed-stress is going to be over really soon. I don't know how to feel about that.
I keep getting really scared about not being able to predict how I'd feel with rejection. I'm afraid I keep convincing myself that I should be relieved, but I don't know. I don't know if that's me trying to comfort myself, or instead letting myself understand that maybe I'm not cut out for amazing things (yes I am!).
boo, whatever. come here faster, february first!
in other news, today I raced a bald eagle and I'm so excited about finally hella-understanding confidence intervals and margin of error,
so everything will be okay.
I keep getting really scared about not being able to predict how I'd feel with rejection. I'm afraid I keep convincing myself that I should be relieved, but I don't know. I don't know if that's me trying to comfort myself, or instead letting myself understand that maybe I'm not cut out for amazing things (yes I am!).
boo, whatever. come here faster, february first!
in other news, today I raced a bald eagle and I'm so excited about finally hella-understanding confidence intervals and margin of error,
so everything will be okay.