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[cucumber_eyes]

i had to wake up way too early 
for soccer today.
my coach wasnt even there
we had to practice with another 
coach.  i dont like him one bit. 
not that i lik my coach either.
i want avila back.

i want to go the public school . but 
i would want to go to great bridge so 
i would have to move cuz i live in hickory.
if i went to gb i would have avila there too.
win win situation but i wont.

i went and saw world trade center
so sad . cried about the entire movie.
got lost on the way home and i was 
friking out cuz it was 10 at night and we were going the 
total wrong way
the only exit i knew was closed for paving .
so shannons trying to calm me down and is on the phone with
her mom trying to get us home.
i cant take not knowing where im going or
my passengers not knowing 
and we both didnt know.
but we got home !

i miss jordan.