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so since january 21st, which was my last post lots has happened. things with alex sam and i blew up. she read one of my bad previous journal entries about her and we fought over it. i think this happened on monday the 28th. i really thought that that was the end. that we werent going to be friends anymore, and things were going to be horrible. i was upset. i completely regret writing that entry and i know how much it hurt her. but now things are getting better. i feel like the three of us have started freshly and will be stronger in the end. i know that things wont be the way the used to completely be, but now im kind of happy that they arent. i think after this fight sam is starting to understand mine and alex's point of view on her and nick, and im seeing her change and spending more time with us. i hope that everything works out for all of us. tonight we're going out to dinner to talk and have a therapy session haha. we just are going to actually sit down and talk everything out.
last night was fun, i went to evans for katie's ta-ta going away party. i had a blast. sam alex and i left around 1030 and went to frankies. it was just the UKF's (me alex sam nick and frankie) and that was it. we all enjoyed it. hartford sent me the enrollment form packet. more and more im thinking about going there, ive started talking to a lot of people from the group on facebook, one girl even asked if i wanted to room with her. but im still on the fence about it, i want to wait to hear from uri, roger will and drexel before i make a final decision. and i should hear by the end of february/early march.
i haven't talked to justin since the day he texted alex. i think that its for the better, cause now im not worrying about him. i know somewhere i still care about him. but ive now realized that im not going to waste my time caring about him if he doesnt do the same for me. and hopefully with that said, i can find a date for prom (which im getting nervous about) and i can see what else is out there.
im happy with my life. ive learned so much since freshman year, and i love knowing the fact that i have learned, things have changed, and everything will work out in the end. im happy with the decisions ive made as well as the friends ill never forget and i hope that its smooth sailing from here.
last night was fun, i went to evans for katie's ta-ta going away party. i had a blast. sam alex and i left around 1030 and went to frankies. it was just the UKF's (me alex sam nick and frankie) and that was it. we all enjoyed it. hartford sent me the enrollment form packet. more and more im thinking about going there, ive started talking to a lot of people from the group on facebook, one girl even asked if i wanted to room with her. but im still on the fence about it, i want to wait to hear from uri, roger will and drexel before i make a final decision. and i should hear by the end of february/early march.
i haven't talked to justin since the day he texted alex. i think that its for the better, cause now im not worrying about him. i know somewhere i still care about him. but ive now realized that im not going to waste my time caring about him if he doesnt do the same for me. and hopefully with that said, i can find a date for prom (which im getting nervous about) and i can see what else is out there.
im happy with my life. ive learned so much since freshman year, and i love knowing the fact that i have learned, things have changed, and everything will work out in the end. im happy with the decisions ive made as well as the friends ill never forget and i hope that its smooth sailing from here.