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Ok my happiness wore off now I'm upset. Roy never mentions me in his journal and no one ever comments. Some bad shit happened this week. Mary stapled herself and you know I got really scared cause like Roy I feel like I have something to do with it. I got hurt this week. I have some bruises on my legs cause my brother kicks me in the morning for no fucking reason. Jordan got me kicked out of the lunch table. He was barely there anyways. Roy's just been an asshole for real. He's hurting me inside. Mary, Mary, Mary, Mary, Brittany, Brittany, Brittany Josh, Josh, Jordan that's all we ever here from him... Oh he said one thing about me so far to Megan... "hey Megan Aly got a real boyfriend". I feel like a peice of shit except for like 40% of me cause that part is happy because of Dylan... oh well if I can't stop it I may as well just have it bleed.