At Home Again...
I'm not going to school today. I just don't feel like it. I want to stay in my apartment and do whatever I want, whatever that may be. I just want to sit at home and do nothing. I feel guilty becasue so many people can't do this, but I get so anxious the thought of leaving the house becomes too much. Luckily I have doctor's notes to excuse me from school but this is the second time this week I've missed the same class. For some reason I just can't bring myself to care about going too much when I feel awful. Having to ride the subway for an hour and all that. I did get up, do my hair and makeup and had my coffee like I was going to go out but didn't. Maybe I'm just a lazy bitch. I'm doing well in my classes, though. I hope I continue to.