i dunno why i fell smart all of the sudden

May 02, 2005 04:32

i even got some big words that i just learn rite out of th dictionary
anyways i figured i talk fo a while here (not because i am bored)
but because i have nothing else to do at the moment
i am not sleepy yet somehow i am seating down talking to none
this might seem a litle crazy to some ppl but hey what can i say
i must admit there are so many girls outhere yet there none in here
this is like an unbalanced equation the only difference is the internet which balances it out
anyways the other day i caught a glance of a girl that in my eyes seem to be perfect or at least almost perfect
havent felt that feeling in a while now
you know not that feeling like the girl is hot because dam in school all of them are hot
but somehow i feel drawn to her in so many ways
is like a perpetual atraction that only gets stronger as time passes by
but at the same time ur heart beat slows down and all of the sudden u feel in paradise
time stops and you only see her and the more u look at her the better u feel
it feels so good that you try to find somenthing wrong with her in order defend yourself against that web of atractions
not being able to see beyond her face your eyes becomes her eyes and for a moment in an instant of time you see yourself
you see yourself with her with no goals because you have attained that what is most precious to you
then she smiles and takes your breath away you dont even blink because you know that is too good to be true and you are afraid
that if you blink in that eternity she will vanish from your reach and all that will be left is an empty shell
an emty shell that can only think and look back because is to afraid to move foward withour her
because every step that you take without her becomes colder and colder until only the sorrow from your eyes keeps you warm
at this moment you realize that you dont like her you realize that you need her because she has become esential in your life
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