Apr 18, 2005 05:38
I am feelin like shit. I am half depressed and half pissed. I am pissed that I haven't been able to see my girl. Almost every girl in my life is giving me a headache except for my girl. Odalis bitched at me on Thursday for being with Robert. She told me that I was an asshole. That I treated her like crap because he was around. Bullshit! He got on the phone when she called me and then she bitched at me for being with him. I told her that I did not wanna argue at the moment because I was eating and did not want to get sick.
She should reconsider who is the asshole. On Saturday, I wanted to introduce her to some friends of mine that were at FIU too, but she turned around and left. She didn't even say "hi" to them. Then, when we came to Miami High, she ignored me completely, even when I was asking her something about the JROTC thing. I was literally screaming in her, but she pretended I wasn't there.
To add to this, I got the news that I couldn't see my girl. I was coursing to myself fopr almost the whole time. Then I saw Greter. She has always been a great friend of the family and mine. She got me calm again and made me relax. We danced a salsa song to remind us of the old days when we used to dance competitions. I saw her baby too. He was adorable. Can you believe that Ody's mom then got pissed or annoyed that I was talking to Greter and not to Ody? I am getting pissed off at them. I have to argue everytime that I see them. They are always insulting me and whatnot.
W/e, at least I have my girl to talk to when she calls me. I am a dick sometimes too. I tend to be pissed when she calls sometimes. She thinks that I am pissed at her, but I'm not.
Well, now I'm feelin better, getting it off of my chest. Any(pause)way, I'll write some more later on, ttyl.