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Apr 09, 2005 02:48

Well I just got home and I am F.U.B.R (fucked up beyond recognition). I am already starting to get a hangover and I haven't even gone to sleep yet. lol. Well my night started off as a total mission... how weird... let's just say that I left my house at about 7:30 and we didn't get to Wet Willies until like 11:30... need I really say more? Doesn't take anyone to get anywhere 4 hours. Went with my 2 gay friends... Carlos and the newly acquired Rob, which just moved down from NY 4 days ago and I had a great time. I been kinda on a downer this week so an outing was due. It's great to hang out with gay friends because they are girls stuck in a guys body and you get both perspectives from one person (the boy and girl perspective of things). I talked, I vented and geezus was I bitter? I didn't realize how bitter I was until after 2 Bahama Mama's.

Well me and M continue talking but, all as friends though. Like he makes certain comments/statements saying something like "Goodnight B...." so that he won't say babe or "I can sweep you off your feet". Then the next day, he'll act as cold as a person sitting on a block of ice. Why do you want me to plunge into the confusion with you? I do well enough confusing myself on my own, thanks. *pulls at hair* Nope. Not going to let it ruin my night. I'm feeling nice and will not go into a downer.

Well my friends, if I spoke any crap on here tonight, I apologize in advance. =) I will probably be apologizing later on today as well.

Nights.
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