*sighs*
Why can`t just some men get their act together? If you say "I care for you and I want this" Is this something that needs decoding? I didn`t get the memo. When a man tells me this... this is what I expect. Or seriously... was there a memo that was passed around that I never saw? I feel like I need to be filled in. Either that or I must be really stupid.
You know what sucks the most? That finally, this one person, finds someone who is genuine. Someone who will NOT BS them and yet this is the person they prefer to neglect. How can someone be so great and dreamy one day and completely do a 180 on you the next? I have been so frustrated all I do is CRY. I don`t deserve these tears. I was safe. I was in the cage I built around myself and I allowed him to open the door to come in and join me... and ofcourse... he shitted in my cage. GD IT. I have been so patient. I have been so understanding. I have even made him believe that I have swallowed many of his lies... which I know were lies because, although I may be blonde... but...I can put one and one together... don`t stereotype me. The saddest part of the story is that he is really a nice, good-hearted person... yet something there holds this person back. Believe me if I thought otherwise *pop* He`d be gone long ago. That time is coming around now though were caring for someone just isn`t enough. It`s like one of my previous entries on patience... I have it, just don`t abuse it. Remember... if you leave something alone and abandoned for too long someone else will pick it up and take better care of it. That`s what I have wanted to avoid. Because I want this particular MAN to keep me. But if you don`t know a good thing if it slapped you in the face, well then, there`s not much I can do.
A little advice to all you men out there... if you find someone that treats you the way you want to be treated... treat them the same... Women get tired of being ignored.. and it`s not like it`s a woman thing...about being needy... because men need attention to and if they don`t get it they would feel the same. Don`t judge the next person because of the last one because you are no better than anyone else and you don`t want to be judged by being compared to another person. That is all my advice and venting for today.
♥Kelly♥
You know what sucks the most? That finally, this one person, finds someone who is genuine. Someone who will NOT BS them and yet this is the person they prefer to neglect. How can someone be so great and dreamy one day and completely do a 180 on you the next? I have been so frustrated all I do is CRY. I don`t deserve these tears. I was safe. I was in the cage I built around myself and I allowed him to open the door to come in and join me... and ofcourse... he shitted in my cage. GD IT. I have been so patient. I have been so understanding. I have even made him believe that I have swallowed many of his lies... which I know were lies because, although I may be blonde... but...I can put one and one together... don`t stereotype me. The saddest part of the story is that he is really a nice, good-hearted person... yet something there holds this person back. Believe me if I thought otherwise *pop* He`d be gone long ago. That time is coming around now though were caring for someone just isn`t enough. It`s like one of my previous entries on patience... I have it, just don`t abuse it. Remember... if you leave something alone and abandoned for too long someone else will pick it up and take better care of it. That`s what I have wanted to avoid. Because I want this particular MAN to keep me. But if you don`t know a good thing if it slapped you in the face, well then, there`s not much I can do.
A little advice to all you men out there... if you find someone that treats you the way you want to be treated... treat them the same... Women get tired of being ignored.. and it`s not like it`s a woman thing...about being needy... because men need attention to and if they don`t get it they would feel the same. Don`t judge the next person because of the last one because you are no better than anyone else and you don`t want to be judged by being compared to another person. That is all my advice and venting for today.
♥Kelly♥