Nov 06, 2005 21:40
wow.
im way more powerful than i thought.
im way smarter than i thought.
i totally and completely know what i need and want and NOTHING is stopping me now.
this is spectactular...i mean really really fucking amazing.
the past few days have been great...even though you may believe otherwise...
because i have this certain feeling of settling and peace right in my core and that feeling that each moment is as i make it...and i can make it as strong and powerful or delightful or depressing as i please.
knowing that means so much right now
cuz usually id be freaking out.
ALSO i got a really good idea for an awesome art project today and i think itll be really fuckin awesome when im done.
its funny cuz i suppose things are relatively fucked up or not-quite-so-good right now...but im totally okay.