. 56 // aliveee
hey guys! i'm alive. sorry, i really needed to get away from the updates & commenting and do things to keep my grades up. everything has been pretty much the same. things are good. i have no complaints. it's going to be three weeks that my sister & i don't look each other in the face. the fact that we don't talk should be evident. we pass right by each other & act like the other one isn't there. whatever. school is good. i have all a's & b's still. i'm trying hard to keep my grades with nothing lower than a 'b'. i decided not to go to school today bcuhs that NRT bullshit made everyone skip. lol. all of my friends are at the beach right now. well, most of them. jen jen was cool enough to stay home too! how i love that hoe. umm, the love life is good. robert & i didn't end up happening bcuhs i wasn't as into him as he was with me. jen jen was right from the start. he's such a sweet kid & hot as balls but it's not gonna happen. i can't force myself to like someone just bcuhs they're good to me. it's either there or it's not, & in this case, it's NOT. on friday jen & mela came over. we played 'Girl talk', baked chocolate chip cookies, & chris & jd picked us up so we chilled with them for a little. what an experience. lol. they know what i'm talking about. saturday we went to watch "Because of Winn-Dixie" since everything else was sold out or was rated R and it was the worst movie ever. we left after like 15-20 minutes of the movie. we went to borders, ate shit, saw people. no big deal. at night the funniest sneaking out moment with mela but we couldn't chill with chris, jd, & josh bcuhs of my sister being up. sunday mela left like at 6 pm & alex vivanhoe was stranded & decided to chill with me. lol. overall, a good weekend. fuck, NRT make-up's tomorrow. what's up with all the stupid tests?! idk why my smilies aren't working! hmm, bie!