Her Story Ended... and Ours began
Its been almost 2 years since i've updated this.... to be completely honest... i had forgotten all about it. Catherine told me something about this site... and then i asked rae.. and she even remembered my screename. i knew my password.. its the same for everything i have.
looking back at all these entries the memories come flooding back..
So much has changed. so much in my life is different now. i tried so hard to better myself for someone who didnt appreciate it, or care about it. which hurt, but it prepared me for someone who does. a woman who loves me so much and shows it in everything she does. she has no cold shoulder, no walls to break down, no anger problems... all she has is a big heart with my name written on it. and i drop to my knees and protect her heart... and put it next to mine.
so much has changed and its all for the good.
I found the woman who is going to be my wife. She wants it, I want it... it's just us.
I'm back in college... going to Delgado for Nursing. I'm excited about it!
My dad and I are getting along a lot better. There's a take it or leave it attidude. I finally put my foot down. "this is how i am. I will never change." and i guess he just finally let it go, and started to love me.
Rae and I have gotten a lot closer... she's over all the time and shes trying to get her act together cuz she wants to take a few classes at delgado. I totally support her in this, it'll be a little rough for her, but i'll be right there to help her and make sure she's alright. and i think i could help her with math a whole lot... anywho.. were doing good. shes seeing my cousin kenny right now.. i dunno whats goin on with that and made it a piece of my mind to stay out of their buisness.
i gotta go to work..
ill update later!
looking back at all these entries the memories come flooding back..
So much has changed. so much in my life is different now. i tried so hard to better myself for someone who didnt appreciate it, or care about it. which hurt, but it prepared me for someone who does. a woman who loves me so much and shows it in everything she does. she has no cold shoulder, no walls to break down, no anger problems... all she has is a big heart with my name written on it. and i drop to my knees and protect her heart... and put it next to mine.
so much has changed and its all for the good.
I found the woman who is going to be my wife. She wants it, I want it... it's just us.
I'm back in college... going to Delgado for Nursing. I'm excited about it!
My dad and I are getting along a lot better. There's a take it or leave it attidude. I finally put my foot down. "this is how i am. I will never change." and i guess he just finally let it go, and started to love me.
Rae and I have gotten a lot closer... she's over all the time and shes trying to get her act together cuz she wants to take a few classes at delgado. I totally support her in this, it'll be a little rough for her, but i'll be right there to help her and make sure she's alright. and i think i could help her with math a whole lot... anywho.. were doing good. shes seeing my cousin kenny right now.. i dunno whats goin on with that and made it a piece of my mind to stay out of their buisness.
i gotta go to work..
ill update later!