Oct 11, 2005 22:40
im so tired right now..
i took two nyquils.. and im so fucked up..
most the time they knock me out...
but i dont know if u can say me n amber were fighting.. or.. just talking.. or i dunno.. but she said she was upset.. and five minutes later said she was ok.. and i dont know.. im too tired n lost to try to get her to open up to me.
she said she doesnt give me 100% of herself.. but who really gives 100% of their self to another person?
why am i wrong to feel how i feel about certain things... i mean.. if one person does something in a relationship, shouldnt that apply to the other as well? or is it always going to be the "different person, different rules" thing?
i dont know.. things are going so fucking good for amber and me.. why is something this stupid complicating it?