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decided that i'd go on my computer for once in two days.
i've been very busy and very strict to my schedule. i guess it makes me happy to feel as though i accomplish so much, i mean it does. its better than me doing nothing. i see my future shaping before me, and its really weird, when adults tell you, "you better figure out what you're doing in life, i'm surprised you haven't already" I mean I'm surprised too, i don't really know what i want to do, but more like what i don't want to do. and then the money factor kind of blows out of the water some of the things i'd like to do. I promised myself this winter break i would reserve a day to ponder it, like what i want to do "for the rest of my life" since i think the question is pretty important.
and lately, i've had no time for stupid bs. for people reading my entries and taking it upon themselves that it is about them. when actuality its not. i mean hey its pretty amusing when people think i care about them enough to write about them in my entry. people are way too full of themselves, and its something to laugh at. so i think now on if i should say something in reference to someone, i should say their name, because its just something that needs to be done when everyone's paranoid. i'm paranoid, i understand.
and as of lately, or of today, i feel like i don't have any friends = /. I mean its cool, i'm busy enough, just people are being weird lately. I mean i care, yet i really don't. there's always random girls- that i talk to for about one month, and then either they or i vanish. atleast thats promising. i'm really busy. back to my new bed on the couch.
and myspace has died out atleast for me.
i've been very busy and very strict to my schedule. i guess it makes me happy to feel as though i accomplish so much, i mean it does. its better than me doing nothing. i see my future shaping before me, and its really weird, when adults tell you, "you better figure out what you're doing in life, i'm surprised you haven't already" I mean I'm surprised too, i don't really know what i want to do, but more like what i don't want to do. and then the money factor kind of blows out of the water some of the things i'd like to do. I promised myself this winter break i would reserve a day to ponder it, like what i want to do "for the rest of my life" since i think the question is pretty important.
and lately, i've had no time for stupid bs. for people reading my entries and taking it upon themselves that it is about them. when actuality its not. i mean hey its pretty amusing when people think i care about them enough to write about them in my entry. people are way too full of themselves, and its something to laugh at. so i think now on if i should say something in reference to someone, i should say their name, because its just something that needs to be done when everyone's paranoid. i'm paranoid, i understand.
and as of lately, or of today, i feel like i don't have any friends = /. I mean its cool, i'm busy enough, just people are being weird lately. I mean i care, yet i really don't. there's always random girls- that i talk to for about one month, and then either they or i vanish. atleast thats promising. i'm really busy. back to my new bed on the couch.
and myspace has died out atleast for me.